Every year when spring comes I swear to myself I will not forget and I always find myself seeing Mana's post on his blog on the 20th of june in the evening and think ... Hell, I had forgot. It's been a long time isn't it. For me, not as long as for the people who knew him or acquainted him while being a fan of Malice Mizer in the 90's, but now over 12 years that june 21st has been a day to send thoughts to the sky. Today it's beautiful too. Blue and bright.
毎年の春が来る時にいつも「今回い全然忘れないように」と自分に言われるけど、６月２０日の夜の時に、Ｍａｎａ様がブロッグをアップする時に見ちゃって。。。「忘れたじゃん。」と思ってしまします。長い時間前にだったじゃないですか。私により、よくＫａｍｉさんが知ってる人にとってもっと長くて、難しく時になるかなね。今日もね、空が美しくて、薄い青色で、太陽が輝いているんです。
17 years ago, June 21st 1999, Kami san passed away.
１７年前に、６月２１日にＫａｍｉさんが天国へ行っちゃいました。ƸӜƷ.
I was off work today, and I started my day normally, with a Malice Mizer music background for this special day. And then I thought, I believe I have never really did a special something on this day to celebrate Kami san.
今日、仕事から休みだったから、ゆっくり起きて、ＭａｌｉｃｅＭｉｚｅｒの音楽とともに日を始まりました。では、「前に全然この日にＫａｍｉさんのために大切なことしなかったから、今日それをしよう。」と思ったんです。
So I went in my pictures folder, and on old blogs people had, videos dating from decades ago and decided I would give my first try at a Kami san inspired look and take pictures in his memory. Kami san was such a beautiful person, so of course I can never do him justice, but it is just to share some time remembering him together. And because today he's an angel with us, I went for a ~Le Ciel~ and Shinwa kind of look.
だから、写真とかヴィデオみたり、化粧集めて、ＫａｍｉさんのＬｅＣｉｅｌのスタイルをしたかったんで、天使のような感じになりそうと思いました。Ｋａｍｉさん本当にハンサムと綺麗な人だと思いますから、私が全然こんなイメージが出せないだけど、やっていました。
Malice Mizer has changed my life, and were my first acquaintance both visually and sound wise I had of japanese and Japan, and I will forever be grateful of their work and presence in my life.
So... Let's go and share some moments remembering Mr Pink Pirate Angel today. ❤ ❤ ❤ 
Ｋａｍｉさん。永遠に忘れません
マリス・ミゼルの音楽が生きているから
Ｋａｍｉさんの心が私たちとともにいらっしゃいます。
ありがとうございます
~ Dahlia ❤